Post by ElwoodBlues on Sept 17, 2016 22:32:16 GMT -5
Hey guys. So for awhile now I've been really exploring my mind through meditation and trying to eat healthier ..and on occasion I have experienced some very profound things that are hard to describe and if you give my post a bit of ur time, i would like to tell u about one of my recent experiences where i believe I was shown fragments of a past life ..some of u might find this silly but I want to share anyway.
It's warm, were outside ..the sun feels good. I'm sitting on a log wearing a white button shirt with some kind of light blue design with what looks like brown deck shoes. I look to my right my young beautiful wife is sitting next to me happy. She's wearing a white dress with flowered poka-dots on it. The log were sitting on is in front of a creek and our children are playing in the water they splash water at us n' we're all luaghing. My name is peter ..thats what I am told my name is, I feel it's true ..I don't have to be told what my wifes name is becuase I already know it ..her name is Joy ..we are so happy.
Time begins to rewind. it seems I'm in a hospital. Its about 3 pm, My wife Joy is giving birth to our first child ..one hand is holding on to the rail, the other is holding her hand. I tell her this is the happiest day of my life ..she tries to force a smile for me even through the pain she's going through .."I love you" she says to me.
Time has now fast forward many years later ..I'm an old man, very old. I'm lying on my bed in my home, it's very nice. To my right theres an old wooden chest by the window. I can't look to my left becuase I fear whats not there ..Joy is'nt there ..she probably past on by now. As I stare at my ceilling i can feel my time coming ..Im not sad though ..I lived a great life and I knew she'd be waiting for me where I was going. As I feel my life come to an end a fog surounds me ..it feels so relaxing.
The fog begins to clear ..Im on a hill ..I know this place. At the top of the hill is a tree. about half way up to it there she stood smiling at me ..reaching at to me to come to her ..we were as young as the day we met ..in this place I feel the greatest most profound feeling I have ever had ..i think it's love ..it's almost like it's own pressence surounding everything ..I feel as though everything makes sense now. Just a profound sense of understanding. Joy tells me it's all love ..that everything is love ..we go up to the tree and sit under it ..we sit and talk about the wonderful life we shared with each other. I missed her so much ..A voice eventually came to us ..it says it's time ..we know we have to move on now ..I feel so sad ..but happy too ...I can't see beyond this point ...but I knew it was a new begining ..for both of us.
Well I hope u enjoyed my little story. Just to point some things out, the girl joy is actually someone I've been dreaming of since I was just a kid, thats why in this story I said I already knew her name. also on the last part coming to that hill some of that was also part of a very vivid dream i once had ..but upon this meditation session much more of it, mainly the last part near the end, was expanded upon to me.
If anyone enjoys this maybe I'll share more in the future ..if ya didn't well boo hoo I still might anyway ..cuz thats how I roll
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